humor me

note: when you love someone, they stay in your heart...forever.

" There are no mountains that i cant climb. For you i'd swim through the rivers of time."

"Now i realize, theres so much more to feel, my heart knows its real. A part of me so long forgotten is calling, and it feels like home."

Random:

a different kind of love

note: misfortune shows those who are not really friends.

its kinda weird when someone actually tells you youre being antisocial, & its not just paranoia thats biting you in the ass. i have to admit i may have been slightly hermit-ish than necessary, but heck i can use ass pee am as my excuse now :) something good had to come out of this.

i am a extremely happy camper : ) i managed to persuade mum to drive me all the way to cat whiskers to do a little retail therapy today. & bingo i managed to get a pretty white dress and top. the prices were downright insane, my mum actually tried to turn the tables and persuade me to go in and have another look even after we had purchased my goods. go figure, mom's and cheap sales. ill have to remember this. jue dont be jealous yeah :p

ive suceeded in surpassing nikki's record in completing Twilight in approximately two & a half days. this book kept me up till three am in the morning and deprived me of sleep. i implore you to go read it (:

for the record, despite being antisocial and consuming toothick books at the speed of light, no i have not done any work or school related subjects at all. shoot me.

"Simply because family comes first,

& im missing US of A"

nothing taste's as sweet

note: Do not weep, do not wax indignant. Understand.

happiness is not something you get; its something you pursue. when God turns something flawed into something beautiful beyond description, its a miracle. when a friend chooses to stand up for another friend & going agaisnt all odds, thats a miracle. when one decides to speak the truth despite being the only voice in a crowd, then its a miracle. when a teenager battles against peer pressure & wins, no doubt its a miracle.

when the world chooses to see the beauty that lies beyond the surface and accepts that, boy it'll be one heckava miracle (:

memories

note: Wonder is mystery, in the pages of history


"Words couldnt describe the utter peace and serenity that engulfed my inner being with such force it left me breathless. Actions couldnt show the way the sand exfoliates your toes and the sounds of the crashing waves upon the shore. Laughter could not be replaced; but the memories would always linger, and a piece of my heart had not left with me."

March '07. marked history.

unfullfilled longing

Note: A wretched soul, bruised with adversity,We bid be quiet when we hear it cry; But were we burdened with like weight of pain,As much or more we should ourselves complain.
William Shakespeare

it has not been the greatest week, but ive managed to pull through by Gods grace.


she baffles me to no end. he seems so unpredictable. they see right through me. her friendship and mine seems to be in jeapordy. he says one thing but means the other. they laugh at me, not with me.


i guess its just another one of those days :) will someone be a darling and take me to watch stomp the yard? ill buy you baskin robbins.

see this is me & layers. the name fits ;)

a new beginning

note: it really is true that the more blogs you read, the stronger the urge to blog. i am sole proof of this statement.

i apologize for disappearing for what seems like decades, i just refused to succumb to blogging for god knows what reason. yet here i am, fingers eagerly typing away to express the chaotic thoughts in my head.

everyone deserves a new beginning; everyone needs a sweet escape.

• pangkor was kickass. there is not a minute a day that passes without me missing the beach.
• everyday i thank god for friends. i really do.
• happy belated birthday to my darling who just turned 20. words cant express how much i adore you <3
• insomnia sucks.
• 17th birthday was spent with the awesomest people. thank you for making the day so special.

an aunt of mine just passed away in seremban from heart attack. like i said, everyones needs a sweet escape.