do you see what i see

i try to do
handstands with you.

theres only one thing
to do
three words
for you,
i love you.

gotta love that song. :))

absence does make the heart grow fonder. for certain people anyway (: xx

texas hold em, five cards and blackjack: betting with uno stacks (: fun!

HAHAHA.

wanted to post more pictures up, but blogspot is toosloww. will do it another time (: its always good when family's around <3 size="1">

ongwenting, if youre reading this, imissyoula :(

time goes by, so slowly

dont judge,
just listen.

i think i am in love. (:

always look on the bright side of life

forgive others,
but dont forget to forgive yourself.

my laptop crashed quite some time ago, ive been freeloading on my sister's one all this while to do my daily blog hopping, fb-ing and other random musings i do. yet another reason to add to the infinite imaginary list of reasons why i love her. :)

im a little sad because all the beautiful memories ive had in that laptop especially pictures from the past might very possibly be lost. pictures have become such an important part of my life here in melbourne because it bridged me to my family and friends back home. a picture is capable of evoking a million different emotions and memories; i pray that i have not lost them.

on the other hand, i am, in a strange way thankful that my laptop crashed when it did. because i no longer had to worry about assignments or important documents being lost, excluding the pictures.

the additonal time i had on my hands also gave me reason to rediscover my passion for reading and writing. ive forgotten how much i enjoyed reading; how much i relished curling up with a good book and letting the story engulf me and take me away to a different place altogether.

the first poem ive written in years was given to a very dear friend on her birthday, and because of how much its touched her, its touched me too. it has rekindled the desire within me to write again.

13days till home, the anxiety is almost unbearable.

also, im really bad at playing guitar hero. but Wii bowling is fun :) this is entirely random.

on another note: Thank you God for bringing daddy here safely. i trust You will do the same with bringing Mum and PorPor here too.amen.

love, joy, peace

patience, kindness, goodness.

I’m pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I’m drowning but nobody knows it
I’m pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I’m dying, just want you to notice.

Somehow the grave has captured me
Show me the man I used to be
Just when I feel my breath is running out

The earth moves and You find me, alive but unworthy
Broken and empty, but You don’t care
Cause’ you are my rapture, You are my savior
When all my hope is gone, I reach for You
You are my rescue
You are my rescue.

Don’t let me drown
Can You hear me
Cause’ I am drawing out
I’m underground
Won’t you pull me out?

Seabird-Rescue

forgiving just maybe one of the most difficult things ive ever had to do. but just when i feel im drowning in rage and self pity, i am reminded that He forgave, and because of that i am able to forgive. i can. and i will. and i should. because He did.

ive always said that life's too short to hold grudges, and today i finally understand what it really means.

today when i shed those tears, i know He cries with me. today when i surrendered my hurt and pain, i know He received them with open arms.

it's time to let go.

oh time flies

we'll run to Your throne
where we belong.

pictures taken from ms. Lei's blog (: malaymas yummy food + freddo's after!

very expensive CURRYPUFF (: drool.

lastly, happy anniversary! (:

if it kills

cause everytime that i try
i get tongue tied.

it's been awhile since i camwhored (:

where there's darkness, there is surely light.

30 more days, and then we party (;

all my delight, is in You Lord.

this is my jam

crucified to set me free,
now i live to bring You praise.

-when words just don't come close. (:

:')

freely You gave it all for us
surrendered Your life upon that cross

always lololove hearing from the bf (: i am all smiles now. even with the knowledge that math is tomorrow.

also, i love my sheester! :)

a month+ to goo!!

xoxo.

change

a new day, has come.

although i may not be part of the US of A, undoubtedly i am thrilled for the people of that nation. it's time for change. let this be a beginning of something great.

also, i realized barack obama stands for B.O. haha interesting.

okay back to studying :) sort of.

C, is for cookie

i receive now, all you offer
no mistake, its meant for me

ive been feeling extremely unmotivated, lazy, useless and all the negative things lately. dont worry im not depressed, just..frustrated with myself that im not getting my saggy bum moving and studying+working. exams begin in a month, thats 4 weeks. not to mention the research essay and pointless presentation for EAP that needs completing.

i am honestly not good with math, at all. and honestly? topics like probability, binomial distributions and everything else remotely similiar is just. so. utterly. redundant. it. pisses. me. off. really.

im already fantasizing about going home, and reuniting with friends and family. ive seriously missed malls. :) and playing foosball. cant wait for the 26th, its going to be the bomb diggity :D

i need Your grace.
please.

this post is redundant, i just needed to vent. and also, i am procrastinating, if you havent already noticed.

for all the times

there is a longing
only You can fill.

simply at a lack for words. enjoy the pictures :)

good fun :) <3

in every season

one two
buckle my shoe.

term break is here. so far its been a hectic holiday, but im not complaining :) good time to catch up with people and have fun.

way too many events and things to post up. so ill leave it here, for now :)

because we all look so happy (: spring indeed <3

live high

oh my, justifying reasons why
is an absolutely insane resolution to live by

note to self: falling sick this close to exams is no joke. must take better care of self. must start exercising, eat well & sleep less.

i know its not a month yet, but i just felt the urge to blog :) i do acknowledge the fact that i am probably in denial about the fact that im procrastinating from studying and doing my essay, but lets not go there.

i thought about maula today, so i decided to msg him. his replies were the absolute sweetest, they really made my day :) i miss him <3 ive been thinking alot of friends back home recently. not in a emo i-hate-melbourne-and-i-want-to-go-home kinda way, more of a fond, reminiscing way :)

i wanted to keep the date of my return a suprise, but then again, why prolong it any longer? so here it is: my flabby ass will touch down on malaysian soil on the 23rd of december :) its more or less confirmed, but if any changes come up i will let you guys know. i hope you guys are as excited as i am! (:

im really looking forward to the weekend, many good and interesting things happening :) especially that phonecall. exciting exciting times. i think i forgot to mention this because it completely slipped my mind, but for the record, Wicked kicked ass. it was all that i was hoping for and MORE. i enjoyed it sososo much :)

through good & bad times, we held each other up. thank you for being a part of my life :) happy (belated) birthday lim dominique jo. i love you, cant wait to be home to see and suffocate you with hugs :) x's and o's.

okay, shall get back to work. :)

when i grow up

i will bring praise, i will bring praise
no weapon formed against me shall remain.

interesting: looking back at my blog post dates, i realize im starting to develop the tendency to update my blog about once a month. :/ not good. but oh well, better once a month than never, yes? :)

term 3 is almost coming to an end, another week plus exams before term break. i think we're all looking forward to a good 2 weeks of rest; although time really has escaped me, nonetheless its been quite an exhausting 9 weeks of school. i thank God for my sister, friends and OCF that has kept me sane throughout the perpetual flow of assignments and work. not forgetting the lovely emails from friends back home(sorry i havent replied yet! i know its been like a millenium already, ill get my butt/hands moving soon, i promise!). all in all good :)

to think its been 8 months since arriving in melbourne. to say the least, its been a hell of an experience :) so many people i want to thank for making life here in melbourne absolutely brilliant, but you all know who you are. okay, i dont know why im writing as if we're saying goodbye -.-

anyhoos, i honestly dont have much to write about. i think all the essay assignments has really killed it for me. but on the bright side, ill let the pictures do the talking for me. :) random pictures dated back supersuper long ago till recent times; too lazy to label them, heh. =)




there are quite a few more to go, but my eyes are starting to cross. so to avoid permanent eye damage ill stop here, for now :)

oh oh and i got a hair cut! i still think it looks retarded, and the layers are growing all wrong. but thank you, oh sweet ones who keep assuring me that it looks nice(ish). even though i dont believe any of you. harhar.

till next month time! (: <3