do you see what i see

i try to do
handstands with you.

theres only one thing
to do
three words
for you,
i love you.

gotta love that song. :))

absence does make the heart grow fonder. for certain people anyway (: xx

texas hold em, five cards and blackjack: betting with uno stacks (: fun!

HAHAHA.

wanted to post more pictures up, but blogspot is toosloww. will do it another time (: its always good when family's around <3 size="1">

ongwenting, if youre reading this, imissyoula :(

time goes by, so slowly

dont judge,
just listen.

i think i am in love. (:

always look on the bright side of life

forgive others,
but dont forget to forgive yourself.

my laptop crashed quite some time ago, ive been freeloading on my sister's one all this while to do my daily blog hopping, fb-ing and other random musings i do. yet another reason to add to the infinite imaginary list of reasons why i love her. :)

im a little sad because all the beautiful memories ive had in that laptop especially pictures from the past might very possibly be lost. pictures have become such an important part of my life here in melbourne because it bridged me to my family and friends back home. a picture is capable of evoking a million different emotions and memories; i pray that i have not lost them.

on the other hand, i am, in a strange way thankful that my laptop crashed when it did. because i no longer had to worry about assignments or important documents being lost, excluding the pictures.

the additonal time i had on my hands also gave me reason to rediscover my passion for reading and writing. ive forgotten how much i enjoyed reading; how much i relished curling up with a good book and letting the story engulf me and take me away to a different place altogether.

the first poem ive written in years was given to a very dear friend on her birthday, and because of how much its touched her, its touched me too. it has rekindled the desire within me to write again.

13days till home, the anxiety is almost unbearable.

also, im really bad at playing guitar hero. but Wii bowling is fun :) this is entirely random.

on another note: Thank you God for bringing daddy here safely. i trust You will do the same with bringing Mum and PorPor here too.amen.

love, joy, peace

patience, kindness, goodness.

I’m pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I’m drowning but nobody knows it
I’m pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I’m dying, just want you to notice.

Somehow the grave has captured me
Show me the man I used to be
Just when I feel my breath is running out

The earth moves and You find me, alive but unworthy
Broken and empty, but You don’t care
Cause’ you are my rapture, You are my savior
When all my hope is gone, I reach for You
You are my rescue
You are my rescue.

Don’t let me drown
Can You hear me
Cause’ I am drawing out
I’m underground
Won’t you pull me out?

Seabird-Rescue

forgiving just maybe one of the most difficult things ive ever had to do. but just when i feel im drowning in rage and self pity, i am reminded that He forgave, and because of that i am able to forgive. i can. and i will. and i should. because He did.

ive always said that life's too short to hold grudges, and today i finally understand what it really means.

today when i shed those tears, i know He cries with me. today when i surrendered my hurt and pain, i know He received them with open arms.

it's time to let go.