I think, in the face of pain and indecision, all I can really do is just curl up in bed, under the sheets, close my eyes and just hope that in the next moment I wake up, the world will seem a little less dark.
Argh really want to get out of Melbourne, at least for a little while. Where's a plane ticket when you need one.
Think it's time to start running back to the cross. I just hope, I'm not too late.
