over you

you packed your bags and walked away

there was nothing i could say

why is everyone trying to persuade me to get facebook all of a sudden? i mean honestly people, its crunch time now, one musnt be online doing such things. oh, wait a minute, dangit. ah well at least i havent succumbed to the nations-facebook-craze. for crying out loud, even the speaker in my church today mentioned his son has facebook. is this a sign of some sort?


i really enjoyed church today, talking to ben is hilarious :) maybe i will go for that barbecue after all.


for anyone who is feeling mildly depressed i strongly suggest reading further confession's of Georgia Nicholson. its belly-aching laughter i must warn you. very healthy.



the day i thought id never get through, i got over you. : )

jaded

ive got a sickness, you've got the cure

ive got a plan, we walk out the door

im still wondering why i always get strange urges to blog during all the wrong times. seriously. its absolutely baffling, i should look this up on the internet, maybe its a disease. just maybe; chronic-unable-to-stop-blogging-at-odd-hours syndrome.

ive lost my momentum to study after two long short weeks. then again, i never really had any momentum. ohgod im making up imaginary physics stuff now.

on the bright side, i am an extremely happy camper(ish). ive got two new books, one of which is the very anticipated eclipse, which cost a bomb, but i couldnt help it la okay, it was mocking me. it was, just sitting there looking all aloof whispering "buy me". and for good measure i threw in a confessions of Georgia Nicholson book for laughs during this stressful hour.

and added bonus was i splurged some more on cupcakes! yummy small cupcakes from ms. reads <3.>

unfortunately i did not get any studying done. boo.

but never mind, alls good in the world when you have cupcakes in your belly : )


you were worth a hundred thousand miles, but you couldnt stay awhile. :)

Heroheroine <3

ive got to move on and be who i am

i just dont belong here, i hope you understand.

we might find a place in this world someday, but at least for now, i gotta go my own way.

you are the music in me

im the first to fall, the last to know

and where'd you go?

honestly trials are just physically exhausting, it really is. i dont know how people manage to stay sane AND come out with 10 A1's. is there a "studying for SPM" book for dummies that i dont know about?

anyway that isnt the point of my post today. id like to dedicate this to two very special people who have impacted my life in so many ways : ) lena banana im so sorry yours is so overdued, im blaming it on exams :D

Jason Kang

first of all, im sorry i had to steal this off somewhere, haha :) 9/11 you left for London, freaky day to go but then again all this shows that it is not coincidental, & i truly believe this is all part of God's divine plan for you. you've touched so many lives back home, and you're going to reach out to alot of stubborn ol' Britains as well. i wish you all the best, and i look forward to seeing you come home with a British accent. <3

Elena Banana Teh Su Yin

im ticked off that you have to be borned so friggin smart and kick all our asses in chemistry and if thats not enough, fly off to manchester, or was it liverpool? and leave us all behind. oh well thats the cycle of life. i hope you're having fun oogling all the hot Brits, and dont listen to nique, she doesnt need a white guy, she can easily find one. im a whole different story all together :) sharing is caring babe.

anyway i too wish you all the best in everything you do, and dont forget our promise to meet halfway okay? (: i love you, and im missing your banana-ness already <3

i just realized that at the off chance i do visit UK, i can visit two people at once :) sweet. okay its back to whatever it is im suppose to be reading.

may angels lead you in

Happy Birthday Lim Dominique Jo : )

what a heck of a year its been huh? the memory of three of us sitting at our spot beneath the stars on the beach is still fresh in my mind. you know you mean the world, the milkyway and the galaxy beyond to me too. : ) i believe God placed you in my life for a reason;

it was just meant to be <3

paper bag & plastic hearts

so give me something to believe in

cause i dont believe in you anymore
i wonder if it even makes a difference to try
so this is goodbye

since bob told me all my recent posts have been emo-ish and so unlike me, i thought id try a different approach : ) i was about thiss close to doin another emo post, but for bob's sake, im going to do a happy one (:

this so isnt the right time to be blogging though, however i can resist everything except temptation. i need to remove the laptop from the room im telling you.

bliss : ) <33

friends through & through

when it was all smiles & laughter : )

retardism

its so easy to pile sympathy upon ourselves sometimes when life gets us down; its tempting to just drown in self pity and draw away from the world. because sometimes its just alot easier to feel emptyness rather than deal with the pain.

but hey guess what? we're still here. everyday we're still given a chance to live. dont take that for granted. life is so precious, i cant count the number of deaths it takes to constantly remind me of this.

if we hold on together, i know our dreams will never die.

me, you & my medication

i didnt mean for it to go as far as it did

and i didnt mean to get so close, & share what we did
and i didnt mean to fall in love, but i did

and you didnt mean to love me back, but i know you did.

so ive survived through the first day of trials, barely. i daren't say anything about the paper for fear of jinxing it, but im glad its over. the only way im going to stay alive is to take it one day at a time.

its been a rollercoaster of months, filled with ups and downs; but mostly downs. behind every smile lurks a tear; and behind every laugh hides an insecurity. and behind every broken heart, lies a sliver of hope.

if my legs were fast enough, id run them for miles. id run till the road meets the sky; i wont give up the fight. id find a place to call my own, hidden beneath the shadows. id lie awake and gaze at the stars; and id cherish the journey ive travelled thus far.

wont hear a word they say, they dont know us anyway.