beautiful liar

i believe i can, i believe i will

i believe ill go on, dreams are real

-because i can't find my own words.

sayang, from the bottom of my heart please please pleaasee dont ever feel like you are missing out anything from my life :) ill make sure you will be part of it even if you didnt want too in the first place :P and with out a doubt i will always always always miss you <3.>

only god knows how much I LOVE YOU KOH SU MEI. cause i really really really do. sayang please take care and dont be afraid to make new friends. those people are idiots if they dont like you. cause honestly they dont know how lucky they are to have you as a friend. trust me, i know IM YOUR BESTFRIEND! <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333.

do pls tell me how u r.im still here if u need me.cause u noe,i can get myself an italk card to talk to u.enough bt me,i want yr reply to be bout everything in oz.dont worry bt me dear.ive got roti canai and teh tarik and mamak to comfort me unlike u :P

missing u like crazy dear.

and on an entirely different note, to whom it may concern, i really wish you would just take a moment to realize how self asborbed you can be at times; and just because i have never fought back, doesn't always mean i forgive and forget. i hope you know that.

:))) <3

Little ms?

sometimes the silence

can be the loudest thing you'll ever hear.

i think maybe, just maybe it's time for an update? i think my blogging mojo has gone on its very own private excursion.
to summarise, melbourne is fine. the food is fine. school is fine. the weather is fine so not fine.
and me? well, we'll soon shall we :) i promise, longer posts are to come. i just need...time.

always & forever <3

Hacker posts up a post

Dear Miss Koh Su Mei,

First of all, congratulations because YOU'VE BEEN HACKED!!! *evil laugher*

I didn't post a post yesterday because I didn't feel like posting up any posts as I wasn't in the mood to post. So now I'm in the mood to post so I'm here in your account typing a post for you to post it up in your blog so that others would read your post. I have nothing to say in this post except that I'm currently enjoying typing so many "posts" in this post because I've never typed this many "posts" in any of my posts before so I guess this is the first post with so many "posts" in it although this post is not going to be up in any of my own blog post.

Phew! That was fun :P

Stay tuned, more to come!

(WTFBBQ!!!)

HAHAHAHA!!!

<3,>

The original

i gave my all for you

now my heart's in two

its been almost a week ive been here. happy to say i am surviving. :) there's something about leaving home that really makes you appreciate the little things we tend to take for granted. im so glad i have my sister and cousin.

i really miss home, but everytime im feeling homesick, i take out the letters from home and read them till i feel better. its not much, but it tides me over. Honestly i already feel forgotten, i feel like people are already moving on with their lives in which i am no longer involved in. Although its a strangely empty and sad feeling, i wouldn't want people to dwell on something too long either. i just want to know that my friends and family are happy. in which case im pretty sure they all are :)

ill keep this one short, and i still have alot of things to update on. i dont even know if people even read my blog anymore, haha. lets hope :) <3

The silent killer

i waited for a sign, a voice

just, something.

i think we need new hand gestures to pose with.

it's a combination for disaster :)

you can't stop the beat

lets spend tonight on top of the world

we can do anything, we can be anything

the other day i recall my sister asking us "if you could have any power you want, what would it be?"
mum said she wanted the power to fly. 100 years from now i hope someone finds a way to defy gravity.
sis said she wanted the power to read minds and manipulate thoughts. we're all paranoid at some point in our lives. most.
i, the lame-o one, said i wanted the power to be invisible. maybe i secretly wanted to be jessica alba, and not acquire her ability. i dont knowla.

but that really got me thinking, if i truly could have a power, what would it be?

id want the power to be someone else, whoever i want, and for as long as i want. without damaging the delicate ecosystem.

Because then maybe id get inside Britney Spear's head and realize that the whole hair-shaving thing was because hair, as we all know, is truly overated.
Because then maybe id get a taste of what it would be like to be the other half of Bradgelina. :D the female half, of course.
Because maybe id get to see what happens when Oprah(me)gives crappy advice on national television.

and most of all, simply because every now and then, i just dont really want to be me.

miss me when im gone

start a new fashion

wear your heart on your sleeve

sometimes, i can't help but wonder. do you really care?


that was some bloody long bridge.

*

Nique & Ieka are coming home. hopefully with some cute guy in tow. :) ive missed them so. <3

the truth?

im scared of change.