bleeding love

lucky im in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been.

i really need to stop eating out because my money is being sucked dry. im very very close to becoming broke. heh. skating on thin ice.

worship practice yesterday was, awesome. :) it just absolutely completed my day. it was such a good time of fellowship, and i learned so much from suemei :) and i really enjoyed dinner with jack, erica and lip hyean too. although, it was a little daunting being surrounded by two architecture students and one soon-to-be architecture student.

today i overslept(again) and missed my tute. its getting pretty bad, either i need to start sleeping alot earlier, or..yeah. see a sleep therapist maybe. but anyway i need to stop missing my classes! bad bad habit.

i had lunch with tracy, then walked&talked a little with her, did some much needed catching up with my fartee :) for dinner i met up with mel chong, had goood vietnamese food and had an even better heart to heart.
(see what i mean about eating out?)

so its been a good two days, so far. but it makes me wonder, just how long does this feeling last?

and zomgla i cannot believe m&m crew won?! dude seriously -.- like my dear bestie P says: ACDC all the way baby :) <3>

you & I both

no need to complicate
our time is short.

okay, i dont know what it is about me and blogging at all the wrong and most horrible times, but i just do. i can't help it. for one, i have three assignments to do that are due within the next 3 weeks, not to mention all the math exercises that are collecting dust somewhere, plus lit essay is probably coming out soon, which is just GREAT. more work, yay. i haven't made progress on any of the work above. double yay.

okay shouldn't be so sarcastic, not good. haha.

but seriously i need to get my lazy butt moving and start pulling my weight if i want to get into melbourne uni. the application process should be starting anytimeee soon. just please dont ask me what i want to do because i dont have any idea on pluto, so i wont be able to give you an answer other than "errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr?" haha.

other than slacking around and being a pro bum, life's been pretty good i guess. although talking to nique the other day made me realize just how much i miss home, and i REALLYREALLY want to go home soon. another four+ months to go :( i just hope people still remember me when i get back. lol. haven't exactly been the best at keeping in touch, IM SORRY!! i know im terrible, so lazy. *slaps self*.

i haven't really done much to be honest in the past ilostcountalready days(weeks?!) i was away, from the blogging scene. lets see, off the top my head, went to watch a few movies, Mamma Mia & DARK KNIGHT! i have newfound respect for Heath Ledger; such a pity really. awesomeawesome movie. <3

OH i also went to watch Edward Scissorhands the musical, and So You Think You Can Dance Australia Live Tour! it was good bonding time i believe :) really enjoyed myself. GAHHH i cant WAIT for WICKED! its going to be kickass, only 15 days to go. :D if you dont know what wicked is, google it!

ive been watching way too many movies and series's i.e. how i met your mother. such good friends i have. haha. but really, i thank God for the friends He's blessed me with :) honestly they are the ones who make Trinity bearable. and of course for OCF, no words need to be said, they are my family (:

i think i need to like apply for PR in the library if such a thing existed, because seriously i can resist anything except temptation. i just wish i could be more focused, more productive, more efficient with my time instead of wasting it stoning/dreaming/sleeping. sigh. okay im ranting.

i actually have quite alot of pictures to post up dating back to like, almost the stone age. harhar. but right now im just too lazy, forgive mee!! another time(although i cant promise when)! i realized this is a pretty long post, and its pretty draggy, IM SORRY!

i really miss everyone at home. i cant wait to be with you guys when i get back. <333 tons of love.

ps: i eat like a oinkoink pig over here okay. so dont be alarmed when you see me at the end of the year and you dont recognize me. hahaha. really.

awe

surrounded by Your glory
how will my heart feel?

it never ceases to amaze me the amount of extraordinary people there are out there in the world. i remember quite awhile back, i was visiting Zhen's blog, and she posted up a video about Rick & Dick Hoyt, the father son team that participated in the ironman challenge. i dont usually watch videos on youtube (back then), but i felt compelled to watch this one.

it was and still is the most breathtaking and inspiring thing i have ever seen.

life has been very out of perspective for me lately. unmotivated, unfullfilled, lacking a purpose; sometimes it gets so overwhelming you lose your sense of direction. and yet somehow, watching this video, everything just fell into place. it is that powerful.

although ive watched this video many times, it never fails to bring tears to my eyes. but more than that, it touches my heart, right to its core. even sometimes to the point where i tremble. i know love presents itself in many forms, but the love this father has for his son, is truly indescribable. for me, it is a small representation of the love Jesus has for us. small.

Rick & Dick Hoyt are the true epitome of inspiration. they aren't inspiring, they are the inspiration.

whenever you think you can't, you can. and you must.

its hard to find words to blog about this, because no words are powerful enough to describe the impact it has on me. and on many others i believe.



i hope it will touch you, just as much as it has touched me. (:

bingo was his name

we are not afraid
although we know theres much to fear

i never knew this. did you? (: haha.

i wish it were simple

if you'd just realize what i just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other and we'd never find another

sometimes i just wonder where i went wrong. or if i am the wrong.
i think i desperately need to let go.
i need spiritual refreshment.

i need, to let Him take over.

nothing is wrong...

but nothing is right either.

in the quiet

in the chaos, in confusion
i know, You're sovereign still

today was quite a fullfilling day :) spent the morning tidying up my room with mummy, vacuumed, organized and arranged everything. i can actually see my table now.

at around 2 jerica and christine came to pick me up. drove all the way to hawthorne, im not sure if i got the spelling right(probably not), to have lunch. we wanted to have jap at this place called samurai, but they closed at 3. so instead we walked around, and around, i think we walked the entire stretch, till we decided to just eat at this cafe-y place. couldnt remember the name, haha. we nearly went to sophia's in camberwell but i was about to faint from hunger pangs, so we didnt. (:

had yummy food and talked about chick flicks! haha. time well spent indeed. after that we decided to walk some more, then headed home. we got lost though so i was a leeetle bit late. decided not to join aunty michelle and mum and sis for dinner, so i slept instead. obviously.

but aunty michelle and her family came over so i got to spend a little time with her and her family :) her two daughters are beyond adorable. if(when) i have kids, i want them to be exactly like nicole & victoria. haha. theyre just absolute angels.

i found out this website where i can watch movies so i am definitely a happy camper. haha. kung fu panda is hilarious, i lurve it. :D

okay so thats about it. christine is going home tomorrow, ill miss her. i miss peiqi tooo. and everyone else whos going homee, have a safe flight :)

sydney in ONE day. (:

only you will i adore

hope will rise, glory shown
in my life, Your will be done

just for the heck of it, & because exams are officially over.

Dear:

aishahmuzzieniquejuehangpututvidlenajillzhenvanumimzdavidadlancousins!auntyjocarmentrishrianne
polyiekanabellenislynntinbaitinellykimanniebreefaiainadibahtwins&whoeverelseileftoutimsosorry.

please know, you are dearly missed.

With Love&kisses,

The Potato :)

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