crunching gravel

she wears short skirts, i wear T-shirts
she's cheer captain & im on the bleachers

cryptic:
He stole her heart in shades of blue; cradled it in the center, caressed it with his gentle smile. He weaved his tender web of desire around her, encapsulating the rhythm of a pulsating beat beneath weakened flesh. He escapes & leaves her to rest, before returning again, motions reversed, history repeats.

She stays with locked fists in his web, yearning. His fleeing shadow froze time, she waits patiently. Then his fist clenched, crippling the soul on his dejected palm. She blinks, and then everything faded to black.

***

despite the cold that invaded my feet and traveled all the way to my now half-frozen toes, there could not have been a warmer feeling than coffee ministry tonight :) somehow i feel describing the details in words does the actual feeling poor justice so i shall just leave it at this, & thank you God :)

i know you don't read this, but thank you for raising me to be the person i am today. thank you for being there 19 years of my life, tall&proud, and that i have the privilege of calling you my father. you (&mum) are the reason why i am pushing through uni, striving to do my best, because you give me inspiration to develop my inner potential to become a better person. You deserve the best, & i promise to work hard so that i too can make you proud.

Happy Father's day daddy.

SO EXAMS ARE oh vee ee are :) mummy is here! so it's goodbye stress & hello discounted stores. I'm excited for winter, & i refuse to let the bone-chilling cold ruin it! AND THE RIDICULOUS SWINE FLU, please. its not even worth it.

on a random note, i am suddenly feeling extremely thankful for supportive friends, those who you know you can count on regardless of the circumstances; those who forgive you & love you despite your flaws, who send you encouraging text's during hair-pulling moments, and those who pick you up when you fall.

thank you friends :) you know who you are. (PLEASE YOU MUST OKAY).

okay, its 1.12am & there is shopping that needs to be done tomorrow so rest calls :) <3

i see your true colours

five, six
pick up sticks

er, hi.

so progress thus far;

microeconomics-major epic flabbergasted mojojojo fail.
quantitative methods-GG.
accounting-er, bad.

social life-nil.

current condition in Melbourne: swine flu capital

i think im doing all right. i dont like it when im this sarcastic though. everyday that dream of exchange just slips that much further out of reach.

rainbow amindst the storm

if she wanna rock she rocks
if she wanna roll she rolls

Dear G,

It's overused phrases like 'I love you' that diminishes the impact of three powerful words, eight significant letters. Those words breathe into every corner, tucked up into the tiny fragments of your life. I know it doesn't seem sincere, but for what it's worth, I love you. :)

The words that aren't said enough, I believe, are "I'm sorry" & "I forgive you". Instead, they simmer low and undetected beneath the surface; hibernating in the weak flesh, an untold secret from our perverse and deprived generation. I know you already know this, but I'm sorry. I can't say I forgive you because there's nothing to forgive.

I wanted to type up more poetic stuff but somehow my brain is lodged, instead floating to the surface is microeconomics theories & QM formulas which I will spare you the agony of having to read them (if i did write them out here that is). But I know you understand, you always do :)

So I hope to talk to you soon, in fact i think i will. :) till then, i'll catch you next time G. x

<3 always,
sumei

passerby's

fall overboard

sumei says:
ohoh wait i wanna ask you something
ali smile, laugh, love... says:
lol
sumei says:
do
sumei says:
you
ali smile, laugh, love... says:
mmhmm
sumei says:
want
ali smile, laugh, love... says:
yes, i would loved to marry u
ali smile, laugh, love... says:
:)

because this just made me smile all night (:

My name was Kelsey Briggs

in the arms of an angel
may you find some comfort here

//Edit

To whom it may concern:

Life is more than a concealed designer package filled with brands, expensive booze & redundant gossip.

Prayer on Friday was powerful; so im concluding a chapter of my life closed as sem 1 draws to an end.

also, im pretty convinced that life is very much unlike a box of chocolates.

I'm no superman

Alpha and Omega, Beginning and the End
I will bow

My Jesus is able, to calm the seas when they rage
My God is the answer
In my weakness, He reigns.

& there you have it, the only answer you'll ever need; the only answer that truly matters.

because every now & then, somehow as my sight deteriorates, everything falls into perspective.

*you know you've got exam fever when you spend 5&ahalf hours in the library -.-

so what?

there is nothing, You cant do
oh Lord, my eyes are on You,
be magnified.

Tjon Jeim said:
you're a go getter aren't you

Tjon Jeim said:
you want more in life and all that

Tjon Jeim said:
life can't be simple for a complex multi cellular organism such as yourself

Tjon Jeim said:
;p

i always thought it was pretty black & white; but now im not so sure anymore. change is a funny thing (:

all i can say is, when you feel strongly about something, go for it; you've got nothing to lose, and everything to gain.

I AM A ROCKSTAR :)