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double B's

no i am not making a feminist statement :) well, not entirely anyway.
this mustve been by far the most laughter-filled saturday i have ever had. Double-B movies, Blades of Glory & Borat (sorry che). i think ive extended my life for at least a month, give or take.

i think my brain has gone numb from the continous hours in front of the screen, big and small. i wouldnt be suprised if i discovered a few days later when i attempt to do my work that ive forgotten how to write. oops (:

i'm giving up on you

because its simply not worth it anymore.

I'd hate for this to be yet another emo post (i seem to be having alot of them lately, which is just downright depressing). so i will talk about the happy things :)

i went to watch Pirates 3 with my beloved cell & needless to say things were screwed from the start. Li Fern was so late we had to take off without her, Joe was speeding on the road, and we missed the first 15 minutes of the show. Thus we left the cinema after 3hours feeling very disoriented and blur, none of us actually got the story -.- never mind, Jack Sparrow was very hot ;) good enough for me. coincidentally muzzie msged me and asked if i wanted to watch a movie that night cus he had a spare ticket, he seemd pretty desperate. too bad i was in the middle of watching the very same movie.

Since we missed dinner, we went to a mamak place and scarfed down a quick mid-night snack. I think i overdosed a wee bit too much on the roti :/ i reached home a little past 12 and here i am blogging at 1.40am.

its pretty funny how i can carry a whole conversation with jason kang quoting endlessly from russell peters. cant blame us really, the guy's a genius. !xobile.

for two recesses i was also able to spend time with a very dear friend whom i have lost touched with, until now. it was nice to just catch up, talking about random things, pouring out stuff to her. sometimes we all need a little assurance that we really do have someone having our back no matter what.

i miss my sister :( i wish she was here.

what becomes of the brokenhearted?

things seem to be frightfully out of place recently; it feels as though emotions & actions are colliding and im powerless to stop them. its creating a turbulent wave of turmoil and angst that seems to lust after the brokenhearted.

last wednesday i travelled down to johor with my parents & teacher to receive an award. it was a humbling experience to be in the presence of such talented and deserving hopefuls like myself, & to personally accept an award from Dato Seri Hishamuddin was definitely an added bonus. plus i got $$ (:

the following saturday i went with mum to attend the selangor ceremony in Wisma sometin sometin, this huge building somewhere in shah alam. That went okay too, the food was alot better, and i got more $$! double bonus. the speech however was long winded and draggy, i was literally put to sleep. who knew the Menteri Besar of Selangor was so...long windy?

its strange though, you would think for someone who has acheieved something like this would be on cloud9, if not happy. i am happy, but something is missing, & the thing is i cant figure out what it is thats lacking. all i know is, dont be deceived by what appears on the outside, because things are never what they seem.

dreams 'n' lies

so i say a little prayer, & hope my dreams will take me there.
over seas & coast to coast, ill find the place i love the most.

i wanna live in a world where people dont bitch about others, where lies dont exist, & i wanna find a place where i can be at peace. always.

pieces ; im close behind

i tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it

i dont believe it makes me real

i thought id be easy

but no one believes me

this place is so empty, my thoughts are so tempting

i dont know how it got so bad

sometimes its so crazy

that nothing can save me

but its the only thing i have.

i tried to be perfect, it just wasnt worth it

nothing could ever be so wrong.

its hard to believe me, it never gets easy

i guess i knew it all along.

sometimes, the strive for perfection will only lead to self destruction.

restless minds

Did you know?

that the human head weighs 8 pounds? im not even sure this is an actual fact but i remember that lil kid from jerry maguire said this line before, HAHA (:

that hugh grant ranks #2, daniel radcliffe #5 and jude law #9 in the british's top ten men?

that shia lebouff's name is actually pronounced 'shy-ya le-buff' & unlike the way i have been enunciating like a fool all this while. no i will not tell you how i pronounce it.

that i am running out of interesting (lame) facts already? (:

i must be pretty whacked to be blogging & not burying my face in a book.