me, you & my medication

i didnt mean for it to go as far as it did

and i didnt mean to get so close, & share what we did
and i didnt mean to fall in love, but i did

and you didnt mean to love me back, but i know you did.

so ive survived through the first day of trials, barely. i daren't say anything about the paper for fear of jinxing it, but im glad its over. the only way im going to stay alive is to take it one day at a time.

its been a rollercoaster of months, filled with ups and downs; but mostly downs. behind every smile lurks a tear; and behind every laugh hides an insecurity. and behind every broken heart, lies a sliver of hope.

if my legs were fast enough, id run them for miles. id run till the road meets the sky; i wont give up the fight. id find a place to call my own, hidden beneath the shadows. id lie awake and gaze at the stars; and id cherish the journey ive travelled thus far.

wont hear a word they say, they dont know us anyway.