what can i say?

do you hear me,

talking to you?

have been superbly unmotivated to blog since ive been here. no idea why, but since im blaming everything on the weather as it is, i guess ill stick to that? :) but thats not fair, the weather has been nice la.

ive also come to realize that the only times that i am actually motivated to blog, is when im actually not feeling too good about myself, or something bad has happened, or anything that can be categorized as emo. is that just me? :/ probably rightt. i guess at times when theres really no one left to turn to, or well it seems that way, we vent to our blogs :) again, could be just me.

sometimes we just want someone who will listen; not hear, listen. people should talk less & listen more, seriously, because you have two ears, and only one mouth.

sometimes i think people are judging me for being quiet; maybe i come off as being snobbish even; arrogant or proud. it breaks my heart that my true intentions dont come across the way i want it to, and maybe its because im doing it wrongly. im not sure.

thats another thing, its hard to find people who will acknowledge or truly appreciate others who take time to listen. it just is. i guess its because we live in a world that is so "me" focused, that we forget about everyone else.

this post probably doesnt make any sense, haha. but if it does to you, for whatever reason, press on. dont give up listening, but know that its not going to be easy. it never is. im not giving up. :) i wont.

i think im quite screwed, suppose to be studying for exams, but then i come up with this emo thing. haha. :)

my heart has never left home <3>