C, is for cookie

i receive now, all you offer
no mistake, its meant for me

ive been feeling extremely unmotivated, lazy, useless and all the negative things lately. dont worry im not depressed, just..frustrated with myself that im not getting my saggy bum moving and studying+working. exams begin in a month, thats 4 weeks. not to mention the research essay and pointless presentation for EAP that needs completing.

i am honestly not good with math, at all. and honestly? topics like probability, binomial distributions and everything else remotely similiar is just. so. utterly. redundant. it. pisses. me. off. really.

im already fantasizing about going home, and reuniting with friends and family. ive seriously missed malls. :) and playing foosball. cant wait for the 26th, its going to be the bomb diggity :D

i need Your grace.
please.

this post is redundant, i just needed to vent. and also, i am procrastinating, if you havent already noticed.

for all the times

there is a longing
only You can fill.

simply at a lack for words. enjoy the pictures :)

good fun :) <3

in every season

one two
buckle my shoe.

term break is here. so far its been a hectic holiday, but im not complaining :) good time to catch up with people and have fun.

way too many events and things to post up. so ill leave it here, for now :)

because we all look so happy (: spring indeed <3

live high

oh my, justifying reasons why
is an absolutely insane resolution to live by

note to self: falling sick this close to exams is no joke. must take better care of self. must start exercising, eat well & sleep less.

i know its not a month yet, but i just felt the urge to blog :) i do acknowledge the fact that i am probably in denial about the fact that im procrastinating from studying and doing my essay, but lets not go there.

i thought about maula today, so i decided to msg him. his replies were the absolute sweetest, they really made my day :) i miss him <3 ive been thinking alot of friends back home recently. not in a emo i-hate-melbourne-and-i-want-to-go-home kinda way, more of a fond, reminiscing way :)

i wanted to keep the date of my return a suprise, but then again, why prolong it any longer? so here it is: my flabby ass will touch down on malaysian soil on the 23rd of december :) its more or less confirmed, but if any changes come up i will let you guys know. i hope you guys are as excited as i am! (:

im really looking forward to the weekend, many good and interesting things happening :) especially that phonecall. exciting exciting times. i think i forgot to mention this because it completely slipped my mind, but for the record, Wicked kicked ass. it was all that i was hoping for and MORE. i enjoyed it sososo much :)

through good & bad times, we held each other up. thank you for being a part of my life :) happy (belated) birthday lim dominique jo. i love you, cant wait to be home to see and suffocate you with hugs :) x's and o's.

okay, shall get back to work. :)

when i grow up

i will bring praise, i will bring praise
no weapon formed against me shall remain.

interesting: looking back at my blog post dates, i realize im starting to develop the tendency to update my blog about once a month. :/ not good. but oh well, better once a month than never, yes? :)

term 3 is almost coming to an end, another week plus exams before term break. i think we're all looking forward to a good 2 weeks of rest; although time really has escaped me, nonetheless its been quite an exhausting 9 weeks of school. i thank God for my sister, friends and OCF that has kept me sane throughout the perpetual flow of assignments and work. not forgetting the lovely emails from friends back home(sorry i havent replied yet! i know its been like a millenium already, ill get my butt/hands moving soon, i promise!). all in all good :)

to think its been 8 months since arriving in melbourne. to say the least, its been a hell of an experience :) so many people i want to thank for making life here in melbourne absolutely brilliant, but you all know who you are. okay, i dont know why im writing as if we're saying goodbye -.-

anyhoos, i honestly dont have much to write about. i think all the essay assignments has really killed it for me. but on the bright side, ill let the pictures do the talking for me. :) random pictures dated back supersuper long ago till recent times; too lazy to label them, heh. =)




there are quite a few more to go, but my eyes are starting to cross. so to avoid permanent eye damage ill stop here, for now :)

oh oh and i got a hair cut! i still think it looks retarded, and the layers are growing all wrong. but thank you, oh sweet ones who keep assuring me that it looks nice(ish). even though i dont believe any of you. harhar.

till next month time! (: <3

bleeding love

lucky im in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been.

i really need to stop eating out because my money is being sucked dry. im very very close to becoming broke. heh. skating on thin ice.

worship practice yesterday was, awesome. :) it just absolutely completed my day. it was such a good time of fellowship, and i learned so much from suemei :) and i really enjoyed dinner with jack, erica and lip hyean too. although, it was a little daunting being surrounded by two architecture students and one soon-to-be architecture student.

today i overslept(again) and missed my tute. its getting pretty bad, either i need to start sleeping alot earlier, or..yeah. see a sleep therapist maybe. but anyway i need to stop missing my classes! bad bad habit.

i had lunch with tracy, then walked&talked a little with her, did some much needed catching up with my fartee :) for dinner i met up with mel chong, had goood vietnamese food and had an even better heart to heart.
(see what i mean about eating out?)

so its been a good two days, so far. but it makes me wonder, just how long does this feeling last?

and zomgla i cannot believe m&m crew won?! dude seriously -.- like my dear bestie P says: ACDC all the way baby :) <3>

you & I both

no need to complicate
our time is short.

okay, i dont know what it is about me and blogging at all the wrong and most horrible times, but i just do. i can't help it. for one, i have three assignments to do that are due within the next 3 weeks, not to mention all the math exercises that are collecting dust somewhere, plus lit essay is probably coming out soon, which is just GREAT. more work, yay. i haven't made progress on any of the work above. double yay.

okay shouldn't be so sarcastic, not good. haha.

but seriously i need to get my lazy butt moving and start pulling my weight if i want to get into melbourne uni. the application process should be starting anytimeee soon. just please dont ask me what i want to do because i dont have any idea on pluto, so i wont be able to give you an answer other than "errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr?" haha.

other than slacking around and being a pro bum, life's been pretty good i guess. although talking to nique the other day made me realize just how much i miss home, and i REALLYREALLY want to go home soon. another four+ months to go :( i just hope people still remember me when i get back. lol. haven't exactly been the best at keeping in touch, IM SORRY!! i know im terrible, so lazy. *slaps self*.

i haven't really done much to be honest in the past ilostcountalready days(weeks?!) i was away, from the blogging scene. lets see, off the top my head, went to watch a few movies, Mamma Mia & DARK KNIGHT! i have newfound respect for Heath Ledger; such a pity really. awesomeawesome movie. <3

OH i also went to watch Edward Scissorhands the musical, and So You Think You Can Dance Australia Live Tour! it was good bonding time i believe :) really enjoyed myself. GAHHH i cant WAIT for WICKED! its going to be kickass, only 15 days to go. :D if you dont know what wicked is, google it!

ive been watching way too many movies and series's i.e. how i met your mother. such good friends i have. haha. but really, i thank God for the friends He's blessed me with :) honestly they are the ones who make Trinity bearable. and of course for OCF, no words need to be said, they are my family (:

i think i need to like apply for PR in the library if such a thing existed, because seriously i can resist anything except temptation. i just wish i could be more focused, more productive, more efficient with my time instead of wasting it stoning/dreaming/sleeping. sigh. okay im ranting.

i actually have quite alot of pictures to post up dating back to like, almost the stone age. harhar. but right now im just too lazy, forgive mee!! another time(although i cant promise when)! i realized this is a pretty long post, and its pretty draggy, IM SORRY!

i really miss everyone at home. i cant wait to be with you guys when i get back. <333 tons of love.

ps: i eat like a oinkoink pig over here okay. so dont be alarmed when you see me at the end of the year and you dont recognize me. hahaha. really.