im still here

And i want a moment to be real

Want to touch things i dont feel
Want to hold on

And feel i belong

i specifically remembered delivering a feverish pep talk to myself about the importance of time management, as well as dedicating the one week holidays ultimately to studying and revising for trials.

i basically recruited myself a slave unto my books.

with that said, naturally it is only expected that i got the following done:

• ate my way through the kitchen.
• reread the "California Club" by Belinda Jones for the upteenth time.
• watched approximately four DVD's
• went online religiously until the connection crashed
• watched daytime television that included "The Little Mermaid"
• ate my way through the kitchen. again.
• read one chapter on chemistry. thatd be chapter one.

well id say that was mighty productive, wouldn't you? :)

and the words that they whisper are lies that ill never believe.