dreams last for so long, even after you're gone

looking at you, holding my breath

for once in my life, im scared to death

im taking a chance, letting you inside.

did you know, a loner does not choose to be alone. most of the time, its because they are so fed up with routinely being disappointed by people. after all, its better to be alone than to get hurt time and time again.

i think im finally learning to grasp the fact that you just can't please everyone. you can't make everybody you're friend. the people who are closest to you can hurt you the most. there is absolutely nothing you can do about it. its like death or taxes, its inevitable.

however, i do thank God for family, and friends that are true to you no matter what. because at the end of the day, thats all that matters :)ive learned to let go of the past, to anticipate the best for my future, and to enjoy the moment called 'now'. because every day is a gift, thats why we call it the PRESENT.

P/s: ms hangiewangie, its the other way around :) ill trade you cuppacakes for rocksweets.

you're not alone, together we stand, ill be by your side you know ill take your hand.

if were were a movie

i know ill be okay

though my skies are turning grey

you can't truly appreciate light before experiencing darkness.
you cant find true friends without enduring storms.
you cant take for granted something that isnt missing.


every cloud has a silver linning.




life's what you make it, so lets make it right.

when you're gone

i wanna make it right, that is the way

to turn my life around, today is the day

its been a difficult few days, but i thank God things are finally starting to look up :) thank you for all your prayers, your concern and endless encouragements. there isnt enough words in the world to say how much it all means to me.






im through with wasting space and time, right now i just wanna appreciate whats mine.

tears in heaven

how could ive planned on forever

when i never planned on you.

whatever happens, we will never leave your side. i love you.

pretty girls & pretty boys

i dont want the world to see me, cause i dont think that theyd understand

when everythings meant to be broken, i just want you to know who i am

whatever happens, life goes on. there's no point in looking back, because mistakes are a part of growing up. dont waste time regretting, because it only wastes precious time and energy.

i dont want to sail through life on good looks and charm; & i dont want to see people through the eyes of the world. i want to forgive, because God forgave.


when you pick up the phone, smile and say hello, because the person on the other end will be able to feel you smiling, even if they cant see you. :)






dont leave anyone behind.

once upon an october

once in a lifetime, means theres no second chance

so i believe that you and me, should grab it while we can

5 Secrets, 5 Truths
5 Things- List 5 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
- Don't say who they are.
- Never discuss it again.

• i know you mean well, but honestly sometimes it feels like you dont give a rats squiggly ass about me; and it hurts. ive learned to put the past behind, but forgiving doesnt mean i forget. everything you've said, & everything you've done, well, i hope you realize someday, sooner if not later, that it leaves an impact. and i hope that you're able to look away from the mirror long enough to see the damage you've left behind.
  


• its hard to say this because we've been through so much together. but im tired of holding it in because its starting to leave a dent in my heart. i now know that all your words are just empty, meaningless. if it wasnt because we were close, i honestly doubt i would care this much. but i still do, care bout you. i just wish that you did too.
  


• you've changed. i dont know what it is exactly, but you weren't the person i knew before. im seeing different sides of you im not quite sure i like. it irritates me because we no longer are able to carry out conversations like we use to, or have heart to hearts like we use to. i dont know what happened, but something did; and im just sad it had to happen to our friendship. you may not realize it yet, but you will.
  


• well i guess its come down to this, because im too much of a coward to tell it to your face, i have to write it here. you made me all these promises; promises that gave me hope that you would somehow find a way to right the wrongs that you've done, promises that lead me to believe you were actually telling the truth, and evidently promises that were nothing more than figments of lies. well congratulations, i dont think i can ever trust you anymore. say what you want, but you and i both know the truth: you never appreciated anything ive done for you. ever.
  


• i love you. i always did and i always will.
  

i dont think blogging emo posts once in awhile are wrong. blogs are like windows that gives us a glimpse into each of our lives; our souls and our hidden desires. and similiarly when we look out every window, not every picture that greets us is pleasant to the eye.

i guess what im trying to say is, people arent perfect. nobody is. so dont go looking for perfection, because flaws can be beautiful too.

throw it away, forget yesterday.

hibernation

hold me close, let your love surround me

bring me near, draw me to your side

there are several reason why i have temporarily abandoned my blog. gosh there were actually so many things i wanted to blog about, so many pictures i wanted to post up. but all thats gone flying out the window now because i am too addicted to youtube. yes, youtube, not facebook :)

it started off with my obsession with whose line is it anyway. its so hilarious, i lololove it; my morphine for happiness.

please if you have not seen it, i implore to go watch it. i swear its addictive. on the other hand, with exams so close...no, you should still watch it. :D

because of the twilight/newmoon/eclipse mania i have succumbed to searching youtube for clips on this, and now ive unintentionally equipped myself with another drug. im hopeless.

gaspard ulliel is almost too perfect for words; personally i think he should play edward cullen. but whatever the outcome, he will always remain gorgeous <3

and so the lion fell in love with the lamb <3