i'm missing you

im crying inside

& nobody knows it but me.

I had chicken rice(again) for lunch today. what about you? :)

I was suddenly plaqued with nostalgia today, & i decided to post up pictures from US. what good worryless fun days we had <3

oh our tatsu :) <3

i miss you.

zomg the greatest ride evah :)

bryan was more jakun than me. hard to believe really.

their signals got mixed up, HAHA.

i wish someone would look at me that way ;D

my love is alive, and not dead.

the Voice Within

courage see me through, heart im trusting you

to bring me home, at last.

I read alot of books that in some way, directly or subtly, depict the main character as the protagonis of the story, or in other words, the hero.

In life i guess its safe to say we rarely meet people we can truly say are heroic; people that claim our unrequited respect; people that we look up to and aspire to be like one day, someday.

I have a hero in my life that has touched so many lives in the quietest way possible. I'd never thought this person would soar to such heights, to be able to claim the respect and love of so many people.

The funny thing is, she really was there all along :)
"You're the hero i never saw because you were cloaked in humility. You were the hero i never realized because you masked your fear with a smile. You are the hero in my life because despite all that life has handed to you, you accept it with grace. I love you."


young girl, dont cry, ill be right here when your world starts to fall.

Music of the Heart

your love is like a river, peaceful & deep

your soul is like a secret that i never could keep.

When i look into your eyes i know that it's true, God must've spent, a little more time, on you :)

i guess this time it's really goodbye.

someday we'll know

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

do you know you're unlike any other, you'll always be my thunder.

if you know what it's like to feel so alone in a sea of people, to not feel a part of any group, any clique, or even a part of a crowd you are so intensely familiar with, could you please just drop a comment, a word of encouragement, anything really, so i can know im not alone in this? please&manythanks :)

to a quote the one&only great polymoly:

sometimes i think im just better off alone.

spm is a total hoot. only 4teen short days left <3




i miss you like crazy, even more than words can say :)